Grieving Sense8’s Cancellation, and Finding Hope in the Dark

Sense8 gave me hope for humanity, and its cancellation took that away. The show follows eight people around the world who realize they share a psychic connection and must fight an organization intent on hunting them down. This premise, while exciting, serves as a vehicle for where the show really excels: its emphasis on love and diversity. I do not watch much TV at all, but after a close friend recommended Sense8 to me, I got so invested so quick, because these characters portrayed facets of identity never before displayed all at once on TV, in deep and compassionate ways. 

Sense8 stands out among today’s media because it glorifies caring, connection, and empathy. Don’t get me wrong, a lot of scary stuff happens on the show – kidnapping, suicide, violence, etc. But Sense8 never sensationalizes its darker material and always comes back to its predominant theme of shared humanity. A lot of today’s most popular shows, like 13 Reasons Why and Game of Thrones, draw their viewership by appealing to themes of cruelty, by focusing on all the mean and awful ways we can treat our fellow humans. Sense8 rises above that and urges us to bond and support one another. In a political climate rife with tension and hatred and disconnection, Sense8 reminds us of the importance of love and unity, especially when things get rough.

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The Sense8 cast during one of my favorite scenes of the entire show, in s2e7: “I Have No Room In My Heart For Hate.” Image via

I could fanboy Sense8’s excellent diversity for hours. The cast includes several people of color with fleshed-out personalities and meaningful story arcs that never devolve into stereotypes or petty drama. It includes four queer characters – two of whom are people of color – who are happy, talented, and wait for it, alive. Let me highlight just a few characters I love, because I could write paragraphs about every single one: Sun, a Korean woman with a heart of gold who slays 24/7 with her kickboxing skills; Nomi, a trans woman with hacking abilities who surrounds herself with people who accept her; Lito, a gay Mexican actor who fights homophobia and reclaims his career with the help of his close friend and his boyfriend; and Riley, an Icelandic DJ whose season one story arc serves as one of the most riveting portrayals of PTSD I have ever seen. Beyond the splendor of each individual character, Sense8 shows diversity through alternative family structures, close-knit friendships, sex positivity, and so much more. While watching Sense8, I saw the possibility of a world in which we all loved and connected with one another unconditionally, across all types of walls and borders.

So when Sense8 got cancelled after its second season, I felt devastated. Netflix said that the show got cancelled, despite its ardent and loyal fanbase, because of its low viewership compare to its cost of production (i.e., filming taking place in nine cities in eight countries around the world). I felt – and still feel – angry and sad about this decision. Sense8’s cancellation highlights how Netflix prioritizes money and profit over the actual positive impact of its shows. I am not ignorant; we live in a capitalist society, so of course they care more about revenue than representing queer people and people of color when we need it most. But I had dared to dream that the existence of a show like Sense8, as well as its passionate community of supporters, could act as a sign of resistance in the era of Trump. And then, on June 1, 2017, the first day of Pride month, my dream got cancelled.

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Another Sense8 cast shot, this one to match my more somber mood post-cancellation. Image via

I rewatched season two of Sense8 with another close friend about a week ago, which reopened the well of grief I felt over the show’s cancellation. The other day, I came across a passage in a book about hope and activism that resonated with me and helped me see my emotions surrounding Sense8 in a new light. In her book, Hope in the Dark, Rebecca Solnit writes:

“A million years ago I wrote a few features for the punk magazine Maximum Rocknroll. One of them was about women’s rights, and a cranky guy wrote in that women used to make sixty-six cents to the male dollar and now we made seventy-seven cents, so what were we complaining about? It doesn’t seem like it should be so complicated to acknowledge that seventy-seven cents is better than sixty-six cents and that seventy-seven cents isn’t good enough, but the politics we have is so pathetically bipolar that we only tell this story two ways: either seventy-seven cents is a victory, and victories are points where you shut up and stop fighting; or seventy-seven cents is ugly, so activism accomplishes nothing and what’s the point of fighting? Both versions are defeatist because they are static. What’s missing from these two ways of telling is an ability to recognize a situation in which you are traveling and have not arrived, in which you have cause both to celebrate and fight, in which the world is always being made and is never finished.”

This passage, among may others, brought me such relief because it reminded me to view activism as a process and not just an outcome. Throughout Hope in the Dark, Solnit bemoans activists who beat themselves up for failing to reach their utopic vision of society, as opposed to viewing the fight for justice itself as worthwhile and meaningful. Similar to the both/and instead of either/or approach Solnit adapts in this quote, I experience a duality of emotions when it comes to Sense8’s cancellation. Yes, I feel grateful that Netflix invested the resources to produce two seasons of Sense8. I also feel angry that they stopped investing those resources and prioritized economic capital over compassion and representation.

I will use my anger over Sense8’s cancellation to work toward a more caring and socially just world. I will continue to read and review more authors of color and queer authors, donate to and support organizations that advocate for oppressed folk, and gear my graduate school training and career to enhancing the mental health of minority individuals and fighting the patriarchy. I do not deserve cookies for these actions, as we should all work to create kindness and justice, TV show or no TV show. But, as Nomi states in season 2, “your life is defined by the system or by the way you defy the system.” And I am so, so grateful to Sense8, its creators and cast, and its fans, for proving to me the power and joy that comes with defying the system.

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A tweet from Jamie Clayton, who portrays Nomi, that characterizes my feelings. Especially that heartbreak emoji.

Thank you readers of this blog for giving me the space to fanboy and share my love of Sense8. Though J. Michael Straczynski, one of the show’s writers, has said that there will definitely be no more seasons of Sense8, I can still hope that getting more people to watch it will both serve as a tool of procrastination while allowing me to pretend I am contributing to the greater good help. Both seasons are still on Netflix for those who want to watch, and I feel excited and a little worried about the two hour finale that fans fought for and won after the announcement of the series cancellation. What are other people’s thoughts on Sense8 or grieving the unfair cancellation of the objectively best show ever loss of a television show or series you held dear to your heart? Until next time!



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9 responses to “Grieving Sense8’s Cancellation, and Finding Hope in the Dark

  1. Emma

    I’m sorry to hear about Sense8 being canceled. I’ve never heard of the show, but I’ll see if there is any way for us to check it out on this end.
    And I’m glad to see you blogging again, Thomas! Your blog is one that inspired me to start a blog, so thank you for the inspiration and for your kind words. I hope you’re doing well! 🙂

    – Emma

    • Hi Emma, I so appreciate this kind and caring comment and I hope you are doing well! Hope you have continued to write and find meaning in books and words and being an amazing person. Thank you for taking the time to read my writing and for leaving this generous comment.

  2. I so empathize with the grief that comes in the wake of cancellation –
    it’s more real and profound than a lot of people give it credit for, unfortunately: how many times have we heard “it’s just a show” when it was also a place in which we found ourselves, our values, our world but in its best light, etc? Thank you for sharing your experience of it with such honesty, and thanks, too, for the reminder: it’s exactly these “just shows” that remind the creators of the future why what they do is important, and inspire them to get creating (:

    • Thanks so much for this comment Elaine! I think it’s accurate to say that we have both been profoundly impacted by art in various forms, and Sense8, as well as other TV shows, are works of art in a lot of ways, if not all ways – so I so appreciate your validation and understanding and insight when it comes to this cancellation and other issues pertaining to the impact of art and stories. Hope you are doing well, I’ve been loving your tweets!

  3. My husband enjoyed this and told me about the diversity in it (unfortunately it was a bit full-on for me as I can’t watch stuff with violence in it). A huge shame but the fact that a lot of people were disappointed says that there are a lot of good people out there.

    • Totally understand that you did not want to watch it to avoid the violence! But I love your point Liz about how the fact that there was a lot of disappointment shows that there are a lot of good people out there – this is the insight and optimism I so need during Trump’s presidency and these tumultuous times. Thank you. (:

  4. Jas

    I was also bummed to hear about Sense8 being cancelled. I think I’ll miss Sun and the relationship dynamic between Lito, Hernando, and Dani the most! So much love portrayed so well, gone too quickly. Netflix also did this with The Get Down, an original about Black and Latinx kids living in the Bronx during the 80s, full of friendship, good disco music and even a queer storyline for Jaden Smith’s character. It was such a beautiful show, cancelled after 1 season, and I feel sad it didn’t get the recognition or viewership it deserved before it got taken away. 😦 I’m grateful for the finale of Sense8 more when I think that I’m losing two of my favorite shows at once.

    • Hi Jas, ugh, thank you so much for your solidarity re: the cancellation of Sense8! I will definitely miss both Sun and the relationship dynamic between Lito, Hernando, and Dani, as well as many other aspects of this fantastic show. It is sad that Netflix also cancelled the Get Down – perhaps America is just not ready to reward these amazing, diverse, beautiful shows with the views they deserve. I’m also looking forward to the finale. I appreciate you reading and commenting on this post and hope you are well.

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